Come at me world.
Bring it on.
I’m ready for you.
No really, please come at me and explain how 3D printers work because I cannot comprehend it.
But seriously it’s all very real right now isn’t it?
This thing we call life.
I’ve been watching the Gilmore Girls specials and so now I can’t brain properly but I’m saying all of this super fast in my head.
Last week I went interstate for the day.
It was too much.
I am not that person. Except for when I am.
It was too much to fly 2 hours north and then drive one hour south just to watch one hour of a radio program and then eat ice cream on the beach.
It is too opulent.
I felt like a rich brat but on points.
I don’t quite know how to live and walk the line where I can have these crazy days and do too much while others have nothing.
You know how when you were younger you talked things up. This cost $100 it was so expensive.
Now it’s embarrassing. This old thing? I bought it at the Op Shop, ON SALE!
I proclaim to not want things and then I have crazy days and moments and privileges that others don’t.
I am not a conundrum.
I am just getting ready for my midlife crisis.
No, not really but I do need to learn to say no.
I may have already agreed to become an au-pair and a teacher of phonics to 10 year olds next year.
This is who I am.
My tastebuds have changed again. Like the seasons.
I’ve gone off chocolate.
I repeat I’ve gone off chocolate.
Last night I made sugar free banana muffins.
I don’t know who I am anymore.
And that’s okay too.
“Being forlorned is not forearmed.”
(That obviously makes no sense but I made it up and now I think it’s a thing.)
P.P.S I think I’m hilarious but deep. Just in case you were wondering.